here is a singer
with a new smoking habit of 5-6 years,

a lover of everything

dreamer for days

hater for many more

to say you are a singer

and to say that you have passion to love

to say that all you think about is everything

and everything is nothing once the day is done

a song for every mood

new jobs to fit new suits
a love, a life, maybe a love life too

few thoughts about how to make something

something from something incoherent

fewer ways to grab what's coming

and make it bend your way

i sit here smoking

wondering about singing

still sitting, wondering more about love

if it would have made life worthier of living
and give me something to sing about